Im depressed again. This time is bad.
I need medication but I dont want to take medicine and besides that I dont have money to pay for it. Go to the doctor and say what? “Doctor Im depressed bc I dont want to live anymore and I dont believe in life or this world, do you have a magical pill for me?” ??????
Im trying to go to the gym. Exercise every day makes me feel better enough to live again. The problem is that it’s very cold here and I dont feel well when it’s cold, my depression gets worse.
Anyway, I’ll sleep a bit more before get up. And I need a shower bc I dont smell very well.