Another milestone and my heart can’t take it anymore. I cursed god for the last time and now I really have no meaning. Why live? I have no family, not like oh I just don’t want to talk to them, no they shitty people and they abandon me with my shitty mother. so they all condone child abuse and neglect. I’m tired of nobody having my back and I’m still being kind and nice sitting here smiling every day in people’s faces but who gives a fuck about me. God do like to watch people suffer and not fair.. why give someone a shitty life @12 then get mad or “punish” people for trying to make the best out of a shitty situation. Everyone that done me wrong is living lie and at peace so fuck God
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I’m pretty sure the superstition is from within my head, that completely denying God would prolong my life as he plays for his redemption arc. I’ve been through the push and pull before, and maybe it was all circumstantial, more than anything I hope that it was
that a sweet black would engulf me when my last breath leaves me.
I’m also not sure we can infer what emotion any being watching our plight might feel…. maybe within the context of someone else’s culture… IDK, watching this somehow informs towards better actions in the future?
It’s all silly stories to tell in the dark… to distract… such as it is possible…
my DnD awakened moose sorcerer was approximately as probable as any of the nonsense people use to justify this…. horror