Geesh

I’m pretty sure the superstition is from within my head, that completely denying God would prolong my life as he plays for his redemption arc. I’ve been through the push and pull before, and maybe it was all circumstantial, more than anything I hope that it was

that a sweet black would engulf me when my last breath leaves me.

I’m also not sure we can infer what emotion any being watching our plight might feel…. maybe within the context of someone else’s culture… IDK, watching this somehow informs towards better actions in the future?

It’s all silly stories to tell in the dark… to distract… such as it is possible…

my DnD awakened moose sorcerer was approximately as probable as any of the nonsense people use to justify this…. horror