it’s very high bridge with a nearly 100% kill rate. googled the news and web, no record of any survivors ever, but nothing is 100% so lets say 99. good enough.
i dont have the guts right now. but thats the plan. the suicide trigger will come in the form of a piece of news i’m going to be receiving in the next few days. if that news is bad, then trust me i’ll summon up the guts. it won’t even be a conscious choice, its one of those doomsday triggers where your brain switches off and you jump out the nearest window. only i’ve been preparing so i should have the presence of mind to go to my bridge.
i think with most suicides it’s not really a rational course of action; its brought on by extreme desperation. and maybe thats why there are a lot of failed attempts. people probably reach their doomsday trigger and, without any plan, they try whatever is convenient, or fastest. you know, the closest path between two points.
if i get the catastrophic news i’m dreading, that path for me will be straight down. no guts required, i know myself and how i act under extreme conditions, i mindlessly go with whatever plan is in place, or whatever i’m told to do by whomever i trust. well theres nobody i trust who will take the time to tell me what to do, so it looks like theres only 1 plan. “in case of emergency…”