Why i will decide to live longer

There is an incalculable amount of eternities and infinities outside of time.

But, There is to much inner work that needs to be worked through and dealt with, as a human being in this point and time (especially when feeling heavy and depressed), to die.

If i commit the act of suicide my soul will be forced back in time against my will by Higher Forces, and i will be in the same situation i am now, but i will not have known my Soul was sent back after killing myself. I would have split into a new timeline, but one where i stay alive. The Inner work of a Human Being suffering and pushing through to learn wisdom, is just to much of a precious thing to waste.

Suicide is a Lie.  A Big Lie. after the 4th dimension, you can travel to any point in time and live as yourself in 3rd dimension, young or old.

There is just so much time waiting around in the void and in endless space and utter coldness close to temperatures near absolute zero, anyways, that im sure the soul goes through. and so much Action and Heat and Evolution and Growth on Earth.

You choose to come here or your karma has brought you here, and your going to STAY here till you learn the lessons you have to learn!  Then Earth will naturally stop your heart beat in one way or another…

And then you will be allowed to continue on, to another body, to another place, theres a multiverse waiting for you after this life, if you keep on pushing through and Win in this Life!