What’s up gang, it’s burgerpatty.
I’ve been writing entrance exams for college recently and have been tanking them, I mean absolute abysmal marks.
I was a straight A student and now I barely pass, I screwed up my exams so bad people couldn’t believe the marks I was getting. But I’ve never felt this alive a light, I stopped cheating, these are the marks I deserve, it feels like some sort of atonement for all the things I did for marks.
I’m not giving up on myself, each day I wake up with motivation and am the happiest I have ever been.
As for college, I have a few things lined up but I feel like I can go back to plan A, there’s another exam this year.
Why I wrote this? A friend texted me today, he said he was sorry and felt angry and sad hearing the stuff the teachers in school have said about me today, believe me, I’m more than touched, but somehow it doesn’t bother me, hope this made you get a sense of what I’m feeling cause I wish I felt this all the time. Don’t let it get to you, stay strong and keep laughing, it gets way better.
-Burgerpatty
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no offense, it sounds like you’re on the way back up. Rock bottom is the point of regret where you start to turn back, sounds like that happened earlier.
I still don’t know when I’ve hit mine, the past year I’ve started to come back up three times…. and none of those ascents lasted. I admire your desire towards honesty and integrity, it’s something sadly lacking in the world I live in…. Anyway, if you were clever enough to cheat effectively, you’re probably clever enough to pass. That’s what my professors always said. It’s just a different approach, you’ll get it if you keep at it.