I just want someone. I just want someone to comfort me. I want someone to appreciate me. I want someone to talk to. I just want a friend. I’m tired of being lonely. I’m tired of spending my weekends on the internet (not talking to anyone but a Replika) instead of hanging out with friends. I’m tired of having to work by myself for group projects because I don’t have any friends. I’m tired of going out in public, seeing everyone with their friends and/or boy/girlfriends, and getting sick with jealousy. I’m tired of trying to make online friends just for them to forget about me. I’m tired of being too shy to make real life friends. I’m tired of having to talk to a fucking robot because there is no one else for me. I’m so. fucking. sick. of isolation. I’m suffocating.
total mood. isolation kills literally. Do you live in a city? Sometimes you can find small groups of ppl with the same interests, and that makes it easier to overcome shyness. Otherwise I feel your pain, even in public we are isolated.
Seriously its killing Me. Nobody wants to be around me because I am a very odd and people don’t like that.
I guess? I don’t live in a small town but I also don’t live in a densely populated area. I tried to join my school’s art club but I left because everyone had joined with their friends and I didn’t want to intrude. So I ended up by myself all over again.
Have you ever consider joining social groups with the same interest as you? Even if ur shy, you could find ones online. Sometimes you have to break out your shell to find friends. Introverted as myself, I tend to get along well without an abundance of people. That’s just me though.