So close to quitting my job and asking to be put on the highest dose so i can sleep my life away. I want to disappear and pretend im a passing stranger to everyone i come across. Ive expended all of my resources.
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Not a bad idea… except for the sleeping your life away part. What I mean is maybe you need an extended break for a couple months, quit your job and medicate hard. But it’s a nasty trap if you get used to it.
that was my problem… Rather than taking a break, I went full tilt fuck consciousness. burned all my bridges and dove straight to the bottom of pills & alcohol thinking I’d numb what’s left of my existence. but surprise, I ended up still existing. so now I’m trying to scrape my way back to reality.
but fr dude if the daily grind is grinding you down, you gotta take a break any way you can. aside from an expense paid vacation for 6 months, if meds are the only break you can get, then at least it’s better than totally breaking
It’s okay to take a break from work. It seems like ur mental health is overwhelming you. I’d advice to take a step back from work and adjust ur meds if u feel they’re helping you in some way. It’s okay to have to do that. I had to myself. I know what it’s like to not be anybody and just nothing but a ghost.