I fucking HATE my shit ass family. It’s xmas eve. NO ONE invited me to Thanksgiving or Xmas.
I have an infection on my arms and legs and can’t walk and NO ONE is fucking helping me. I can barely get dressed let alone walk. Not to grocery store, not anything. I am fucking suffering and NO ONE even bothers to ask how I’m doing, let alone help me in any way or shape. FUCK EVERYONE. I am DONE with them ALL.
Is there any wonder WHY I am angry as shit at life? I’m TIRED of getting treated like shit.
Why is it the most selfish evil ppl who have the BEST life?
All bc of my toxic narcissistic mother. She’s a fucking *****. Always been a selfish lying sack of shit. She lies about EVERYTHING and is a manipulative ****. And the I’ve had it with ALL of them. They can all go to hell.
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Personally, I’m aghast at being invited to any social merrymakings. Prefer to be excluded from my own extended family.
Fwiw, have a nice Xmas.
not being invited is NOT the issue. the fact that they KNOW i can’t walk or do anything and not even *offering* to help, like dropping off food or whatevers so i don’t starve. i had to fcuking limp all the way to the grocery store on severely swollen feet and carry all that shit back on foot.
Sad to know you had to go through that. It sucks having a mean-ass family that turns away when you need them the most. On top of that, to think of your strained relationship with your mother given your debilitating medical condition.. it’s like being stuck between a rock and a hard place. I’m also stuck in a way, but in a different context and not in a physically challenging way as yours.
Hope you recuperate in this coming year and find healing of your injuries to whatever extent it’s possible!
“All bc of my toxic narcissistic mother.” Sounds like my mother too.
Maybe you should move to Canada or similar country-we have free healthcare and lots of social programs which are made for someone in a situation like yours.
I am sorry that your family isn’t there for you…it’s the world we live in now. People are selfish, uncaring and unhelpful.
For me they’re just another day…there was a time I used to care….but not anymore. However my father invited me (to his home, family get-together) and he just assumed I’d be there on xmas eve as it’s a normal yearly thing for us.
You deserve to be treated better but it’s a shame that people in your life don’t care.
I truly hope you get stronger and recover from your health issues, then you can move away from them and build a better life for yourself assuming that’s what you want.
I have a back pain problem that comes and goes and sometimes it’s so bad that I end up bedridden until it heals up and then I can resume normal activities.
After I had been x-rayed, my doctor advised that I should consider getting a back-brace. It was a shock to me at the time. I never imagined or saw myself as someone who’d ever need something like that…when I was at my worst, I’d have to use my office chair like a wheelchair to get around.
I vowed once I got better to start going back to the gym and strengthen my back so I never end up as an invalid or something similar.
And though I did manage to do that for a short while, I haven’t been able to go to the gym regularly which is what I really want to do…but hopefully this coming year I’ll fix this issue once and for all.
Everyone is different ofc…for me my body is my redline. If I become disabled in any way and am unable to look after myself or have to rely on others, then I’ll be ‘checking out.’
I am concerned that if I don’t ‘fix’ my back with exercise, it could just destroy my life…because once you have that pain, there’s very little you can do until you feel better….so it’s something I have to prioritize in my near future.
I wish I could immigrate to Canada. Apparently Canada doesn’t like sick ppl… -_-
“What are the requirements to immigrate to Canada from the US?
Getting a permanent job
You must have a job offer from a Canadian employer.
Your employer must have a Labor Market Impact Assessment (LMIA)
You must have sufficient funds to provide for yourself and family if they are coming with you.
You must not have a criminal record.
You must be in good health.”
Oh damn, I didn’t know sorry. I guess they realized people come in for the free healthcare so they stopped it.
You could try to sneak in like those refugees, but they might boot you out too-it’s a gamble. Also I think westerners have had enough of migrants so they’re going to stop or reverse the trend soon.
It’s too bad you don’t even have one or two family members to be there for you.