Drank a 6 pack in a matter of hours. 12 oz 9.5 ABV. I threw up. Didn’t know when to stop. Just kept going and going. God’s a cocksucker. He puts us on this earth to fuck with us. Only damn reason. Can’t take a shower. Too cold. Another reason why he’s a cocksucker. Sobbering up a bit. Just a bit. The acid in my nose hurts. Gargled mouth wash to soothe my throat. still hurts. Just want to take a damn shower. Can’t even allow me that. What a miserable prick. I want a hot shower. Fuck you god. From the bottom of my heart. Fuck you.
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Now that I’m sober, I realized I didn’t think about her once. Progress. Slow progress.
Progress is progress, we fall, and we get back up again.