hi everyone.. im michael and i sometimes think about ending it.. alot.. i feel alone in this country.. and im scared to be myself.. i dont have any motivation to live for.. and i dont have a gf.. and im scared of girls and everyone.. and everyone looks at me funny and i worry what others think.. i overthink things and get depressed.. so i want to end it.. but im scared to do that i want to get away from my mom and i have no goals in life.. i cant post stuff on facebook. because they banned me.. so i want to end it.. i dont have a job. and everyone hates me because i dont talk to anyone in this state.. and i dont know how to laugh because everyone in this city is serious.. and everyone tells me what to do.. i overthink things  so any ideas on what i should do?  i want to end it.. because im scared of everyone and to leave the house.. im a frustrated person… i thought about getting a gun.. but no money.. so maybe rope would be cheaper.. i almost jumped in the river several times… i get so close you know…n everyone in this city is mean and negitive .. and i take myself serious and i dont get out much and i dont know how to laugh because i worry what others think.. so i want to end it.. i am an only child.. and my lifestyle is messed up alot.. sometimes i wonder if anyone will miss me if im gone
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why did you get banned from facebook?
I’m feeling alot like you, have thought of ways to end it yet just havn’t done it yet.