Like with my ex boyfriend, I broke up with him a few years ago, from a 2 year long distance relationship and we decided to stay as friends. When I moved back to the same area I realized that he would always ignore me when I really wanted to at least see him… but I realized, after a few months, it was already too late. Nothing, no more hopes and no more dreams. And worse of all his parents told me to just move on. His friends, whom used to be mine, they just told me to move on as well.
Not him though. He just gave me crap on how he does care, instead of telling me the truth. I trusted him, I actually really cared. After this, I realized now that he lied. We were never friends. Just two ex’s having a conversation. Realized it was a mistake to tell him that I really missed and loved him. I told him everything.
Yea, I realized that I was immature before, like really immature…  but now… I don’t really know what to do now… When ever I walk outside, everywhere I go is a memory. A big headache. I want to talk about it. But I don’t… I know its too late. I really want to tell him. But I wont. I wont call, I wont email and I really will not text him. Just write him the last thoughts. Will it be okay to give him an offical final letter and return the stuff he gave me?
Cuz really much I have no idea what to do or what to say.
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I plan on dying soon over this shit, shame but my emotions have been played, so now im playing back.. i dont give a shit cuz soon il be dead, ive tryed many times befor an failed, but now.. i know what to do, so fuxk the world..i dont need to live, i have no purpous here and soon it will be tolate to keep me alive, yea so i know how u feel.
is that really ur email?