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Long Distance Relationship

Having alot of trouble not pulling the trigger right now…

by BrokenArrow 4/1/2015

written by BrokenArrow

I know I’ve lost perspective. I’m in so much pain. I feel so hopeless and alone that I thought I might try posting the Reader’s Digest version of my story. I don’t know what I’m looking for. I just want to stop hurting.

I met my ex-girlfriend 5 years ago. We instantly started falling for each other. We both tried to fight it. But neither of us was able to. She said I was everything she wanted that she never even knew she was looking for. I told her that being with her made me so happy that I had difficulty thinking about anything but her. […]

4/1/2015 2 comments

I’m working on life…

by Pikapillow 3/5/2013

written by Pikapillow

My story isn’t much,its not as deep as people who have been abused or raped once or many more times though I have experienced some things very similar,I know its tough and scary.
Unlike many I still have my family. They don’t hurt me physically but sometimes mentally/emotionally. Always being angry at the small things I do. Complaining at everything I do and also costantly repeating what one says is too overwhelming when I’m stuck with it for all of my life so far. Not for too long but 4 more years or even longer seems way too much.

I’ve wanted to die since I was […]

3/5/2013 0 comment

by ravanys 2/18/2013

written by ravanys

pfff :'( even after getting a girlfriend it still isn’t easy to live :'(
I love sophie dearly and I’ll not die because I want to be with her (it’s a long distance relationship) but hearing that I’m not allowed to drum anymore is just so crushing :'( I want to die so badly now. I can’t cut because that would dissapoint her 🙁 I’m just drunk instead 🙁 I shoudn’t look at drugs as the answers, but it just makes dealing with things so much easier :/

I’m a failure to everyone I hate myself :'( I should die shouldn’t I ? :/ I’m a […]

2/18/2013 1 comment

Bad Day

by TrumpetChick99 1/31/2013

written by TrumpetChick99

So I haven’t cut in a while. But I had a bad day today and I really, really want to. My parents are trying to help me, but they won’t listen. It’s just question after question. I can’t go to my mom or my dad because neither of them handle stress well, and this would stress them out. Â I want to cry, but I’m too upset to even cry right now. I want things to get better. I miss promises being true. Every time I get a promise now, though, it’s broken. And it hurts. Â I’ve had so many guys that I really, really liked […]

1/31/2013 2 comments

Update- A Question for all those with Relationship Experience

by Domino Jays 1/17/2013

written by Domino Jays

There’s no fancy title today, unlike the Wrecked-It-Domino parody I did of Wreck-It-Ralph last update post.

Lo siento.

But anyways, tomorrow starts the week long vacation from my computer. I’m trying to make some VERY big decisions in my life currently. Mainly, the male I’m with (Yes, MALE, not female, homophobics.) currently is going away. The thing is.. For 2 years he’s been with a young lady in Conneticut, a long distance relationship. She’s going over to his home for the next 6-7 days. For 6 months, he’s been with me as well. I’m now allowed to see him until I’m 18, or get my liscense (won’t […]

1/17/2013 10 comments

by shadow 1/16/2013

written by shadow

Pfft, the last post I made was a lie. I said I’ve ‘hit my lowest point’ but that’s more like now or the near future. I tried to literally run away from my problems, and I was naÃ¯ve to think it would help anything. I got 57 miles on foot before a cop started questioning me, and he eventually arrested me (since running away where I live illegal). That’s the only reason I’m still in this tiny little hellhole of mine where as much as the people around me may have good intentions, I can’t take it. I’d run away again, even though as I […]

1/16/2013 4 comments

Can’t Stand This Anymore

by Agokuz 12/9/2012

written by Agokuz

my girlfriend left for america months ago and we had a long distance relationship and we were talking over skype and then she told me that we can no longer be together because I am very far. I can’t stand this it has been 4 months we aren’t talking. I have spended a year with her and I can’t move on. I have decided that I want to suicide so I will be with her and I ordered painkillers and I am gonna take alot of them.

12/9/2012 5 comments

My Story.

by MSandJG 11/5/2012

written by MSandJG

Read on my fellow crazies. Let’s see, where to start? I guess the beginning. When I was five, my parents got divorced. Not a big deal right? Tons of parents get divorced and a lot of kids get to visit every other weekend or something. Well my dad packed me, my two sisters, and little brother up and brought us all theÂ way from Ohio to New Hampshire. Leaving my mom behind. I got to see her in the summers and Christmas break for a week or so. MyÂ second-to-oldest sister had an over-eating disorder and was the first to move out of that madhouse to […]

11/5/2012 2 comments

Too many mistakes.

by 719 11/5/2012

written by 719

My boyfriend and i are together for the last 4 years(long distance relationship),very very happy,but 6 months back he told me he will not marry me,since then i feel very insecure and immensely fear losing him.Even though i’ve always been sure he loves me a lot,out of frustration i’ve been yelling things i shouldn’t have and hurt him,hes been very forgiving all this time but last night he said he couldn’t bear it anymore and told me not the contact him in anyway.I can’t control myself what do i do?I really never wanted to hurt him,but hes the only one i feel i own,which i […]

11/5/2012 3 comments

i don’t know. I’m just rambling about nothing.

by horizon 10/10/2012

written by horizon

So I never really loved anyone in my life. I don’t really like my parents either. I was neglected by my mom, who is an alcoholic, and my dad that is always busy at work supporting the family. So i’ve been alone for about a good 15 years? I never had many friends. I couldn’t trust any of them. They’re just back stabbers. Not a single one of them was faithful. I was picked on throughout my childhood. So much that it just doesn’t bother me anymore. I really don’t care about many things now. People call me name but it’s whatever. I really don’t […]

10/10/2012 2 comments

I don’t understand why some ex’s gives you closure and some do not. Why is that?

by sleepxdeath 8/17/2012

written by sleepxdeath

Like with my ex boyfriend, I broke up with him a few years ago, from a 2 year long distance relationship and we decided to stay as friends. When I moved back to the same area I realized that he would always ignore me when I really wanted to at least see him… but I realized, after a few months, it was already too late. Nothing, no more hopes and no more dreams. And worse of all his parents told me to just move on. His friends, whom used to be mine, they just told me to move on as well.

Not him though. He just […]

8/17/2012 2 comments

I just want to scream!

by Crazypandachick 8/2/2012

written by Crazypandachick

Just when my life takes a turn for the better, it takes another for the worse. I’m still dealing with the same shit, but now the people I put in prison for raping / helping rape me got released (biggest load of bullshit out -.-) and now I think my boyfriend wants to split just because I want to go to University in a different state to make sure I get the best education and experience. He always brings up leaving all the bullshit here and just leaving somewhere with me, so I offered him to come or to have a long distance relationship and […]

8/2/2012 2 comments

Please, please, please

by ASN 2/9/2012

written by ASN

I’ve been on the end of my rope now for about a week. So many things have been going wrong and getting so much worse. The reality of physically not having anywhere to go after I move out of the dorms for the summer is really starting to sink in. I tried to convince my boyfriend that we should stop seeing eachother to make it easier for him when I go. I can really see that there’s no getting better for me. I feel like it would be easier for him if we weren’t together when it happens. He was so confused and it made […]

2/9/2012 4 comments