new to here. i have actually tried and failled twice to committ suicide. i was unconcious on my frontroom flat the last time. from a couple of litres of vodka and loads of pills. i had to have my stomache pumped out and kept in hospital for a couple of days. i didnt ask to be saved. but some one likes me. i was driven to d hospital and didnt kno where i was. i just am at a seriously low eb in life and have nothing to look forward to. i do not fit in with every day people as such. im just a number thats the only way anyone knows i exist. i just hope i have the courage to go through with it and finish it once and for all. but to those of you who are contemplating it think, do you have friends , family , a job?? these are things worth living for . i dont anymore that is why life is pointless. but there is hope for others . just think…. take care people