I can never do anything right now these days, I try, but nothing works. I cannot even say a word without getting yelled at by my mother, I can’t even sleep right for some reason. I am about this close to snapping, and if I do, it will be bad, I don’t want that. I feel like everything is just going to fall apart on me, I feel like I am going to fall apart. Why am I still here in this world? Why am I still standing?
Why am I still sane?
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who knows… why many have illnesses that kill them and i dont? it sure would make everything much easier.
do you have a bad sleep disorder? Not sleeping can make you crazy in more ways than one. Get it treated if that’s a major problem. I speak from experience as someone who had it x 2 years and wound up in a psych ward from just plain losing it from prolonged sleep deprivation.