Can’t stop thinking about this shit, have to write it or I’ll do something really fucking stupid

Holy fucking Godd! For one, I’d tell your parents that they don’t own you, and I mean literally. They’re your parents, but they can’t choose your life and your opinions, even though they’re making you think so right now. It apears that way. But um… Who died and made them the boss of your life? Apparently nobody. You should be your own boss, and I’m sorry they’re making liife hard for you. There’s a difference between being supportive and being demanding and only pretending that you’re being suppoortive, isn’t there? Referring that remark to your parents – and tell your brother he’s a dick for treating you like shit. And the magic button is called disowning. I’m not saying I’m correct, it’s just easier to disown people I no longer think of value for how they choose to treat me. For all I know I’m just as bad. But that’s fine I’m not allowed to be, thanks to some people who don’t mind expecting me to be a pushover just like you, apparently.

All I can say is hang in there, sadly. Well I’d hope that you do get happier! It’s just sad when the family, and that is most families, say they’re helpful to those in need, but really they’re just denying what they can’t admit – that they have no idea how to help the most needy members. I could write a book about that, but I won’t. At least you’re pursuing what you love, despite the opposition. Just go for it and you’ll eventually get there. Try not to let others get you down by getting you away from what your dreams are. You’re a winner in your own life, they can’t push their shit onto you. As much as we’re all entitled to opinions, we’re not entitled to force them onto others. it’s the best way of showing respect really… So just go for what you want. It’s sad that your parents are only paying for your education because it’s what they want. How supportive is that? Not. I don’t know what you’re gonna do there… It’s really sad and I hope things get better for you.