Lots of things had happened and all they turned me into stupid depressed teenager. I used to cope with the problems and I was fine, but now things are worse. Nothing can make me happy. I have only one real friend but although he tries to make me happier, he can’t. The others laugh at me, tell me I’m fat, stupid, ugly, idiot, etc. My family doesn’t understand me. They thing I’m ok, but I’m not. I just can cope with all my problems. I tried to stop self-harming, but I couldn’t. I didn’t eat for days, but I got ill and it didn’t help. And nobody can understand how I feel. I want to die. I really want to die.
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Call your local crisis center. That just is not right.
That’s horrible! I’m really sorry those people are so mean to you… 🙁 You may have already read it, but there’s a link on the home page of this website titled “Suicidal? Read this first.” that describes and recommends different coping resources. I believe it is located near the bottom-right corner. I would normally volunteer myself, but I’m already talking regularly with more people from this site and the related chatroom than I can give adequate time and attention too, sorry…