am I the only one who has that feeling of taking your life for no reason at all. Well I have that feeling days when you just look in the mirror and say why am I here who am I. That moment when your mom looks at you and says I wish you weren’t born and you think to yourself I wish I wasn’t born too. You go to school joke around smile when with your friends but in your head your like when can I go when will death visit me. Telling someone you just want to die but they just look at you and laugh. Of course I can help death to find my home but then i think of how my friends and family would feel. Did they cause, could they have save me. Me knowing that if they couldn’t stop me. Just waking up in the morning kills my spirit. The only time i feel like a man who deserves life is when i dream. So why not make it last forever.
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I understand this too. I prefer my dreams over reality, but when you die, you won’t dream at all.
Whenever I’m with my friends, I’m basically thinking, “When is this going to be over? When are my friends going to leave me?”
Mulatto? What’s that mean? It’s like a dark chocolaty coffee drink?
Them are tasty.
Putting on a normal face so no one suspects a thing, laughing at things when the whole time you think about the torture of life. I no exactly what you mean, you can’t tell anyone because they don’t understand why you feel this way for no reason. Yes I understand