im 14 and i did something stupid along time ago and because of it. my family had to move out of the country and then my dad lost his job and it had continued to go downhill from there. i cant take it anymore. i want it to end but i cant leave. i cant brig my self to the jump. but im getting closer each time and im sick of it!. i gone down a long road of self harm and alcohol. everyone blames me and all i can think about is that i deserve it!
share your suicide story
Report Post
Please log in to report posts
11 comments
nobody deserves anything… im thinking that you have friends that you are close with but if you ever need to talk about your problems I will listen… I went through something similar, still am really, but if you want I can try and help you… anytime you feel the need to self harm or commit suicide, remember im here and you can talk to me xx
my friends wont talk to me. i dont even know what ive done
have you asked them? because sometimes asking them is a good thing… but remember, any time you need to talk im here, don’t think youre alone ok
they just tell me that ive been horrible to them or been in a mood. i dont remember doing anything wrong to them. its driving me insane!!
its the same as what happened to me… I have 2 really good friends… if my opinion helps I think leaving them to cool down for a little while helps, and im always here 😀
I’ve been there…not fun, at all I got pulled in to disciplinairy hearing at work once because of it and I didn’t know what to say cos I couldn’t at all remember the circumstances as they portrayed it. I felt ashamed and guilty but for the life of me I couldn’t think that I had don that… Possibly it’s what they call “disassociation”
i would say i have about 3 really good friends but i keep hearing them bitching about me behind my back and it just tears a chunk out of me everytime but im fighting it and getting better but its getting harder and harder too
i forgot to mention i also get alot of bullying because im bisexual
it will get harder, im not going to lie to you, the best thing to do? rise above them bitching about you… they want a reaction from you, they want you to blow your top as I say… like me for example, I had this one friend who was like a sister to me, turns out she was slagging me off to other ‘friends’ and spreading rumours about me… so I did what I do best, slapped her, went home and cried… its hard, but at the same time it kinda gets easier if that makes any sense?
you’ve really helped me right now. alot. thanks i can be sure i wont do anything stupid yet. thanks for all your advice
it doesn’t matter if you’re straight, gay or bisexual… you are who you are and that’s all that matters… if you have an amazing personality that’s what counts the most… please don’t let them get to you because even though I don’t know you, I don’t want you to attempt suicide ok?