i think everyone goes through everything in their head before committing suicide. How everyone will feel and how everything will be afterwards. I guess I’m finally on that stage. I have nothing else to think. Anything that pops into my head it’s to get away from everyone. Stop hurting people I love. And to leave the people that dont need me anymore. I dont have a purpose here. Who am I kidding? I just haven’t committed into really leaving because I want to be here to see everyone else’s reaction when I’m dead. When they’re in the funeral. To see the trueness in people. Now, I think I’m done. I’m almost there. I’ll be free.
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I promise you that is not true. You are an amazing human being and I know that may be hard for you to see right now, but it is true. You are capable of so so so much good, and taking your life is not part of that. Right now there might not seem to be any other choice, but there is always another choice, I promise. Give yourself a second chance, you deserve that. Your family, your friends, you future deserves that. I know I don’t know you, but I care about you and would do anything to keep you from doing this. Please call a suicide hotline 1-800-273-8255 before taking an action.
I feel the exact same way you do, its just as if you took these words right out of my mouth. I agree with everything and let me tell you that I hope you find peace with whatever you do.
I gave myself another chance, but this is my last opportunity, I will commit suicide if I fail this time. I suggest you to do the same just as a last resort, if anything you have nothing left to loose.
But if you feel like there is nothing left to do and you are fed up with life then go ahead and take your life, rest assured that you will finally be free and the pain will disappear along with your existence.