It takes a lot to say this

I was just thinking today about this very thing today. Ideally, life should happy, but once in a while feeling pain. But for people like us, the majority of life is pain with brief bouts of happiness. What makes it worse is that we want the happiness, but when it goes away it turns into more pain.

Meh. I could have wrote this exact post. The reason I still go on is because there are two people out there who it would probably destroy. And I can’t do that to them. The problem, as the days go by that reason begins to lose strength.

I don’t know the answers to make it go away, how to love yourself. But I think it starts with finding and talking about it to someone you can trust, someone who is fully on your side. Sadly, many of us have no one on our sides.