I want to cut, I want to cut, cut, cut, cut, blood, drip, drop, razor, sharp, blade – My therapist needs to be on call right now, and he needs to stop being a prick. Â Anyways, you probably think I am another whiney teenager… Â Nope I am a bitchy 30 year old nasty **** whore. Â I keep thinking the best way to rid the world of my filth is to jump off that bridge. Â BUT I have done that once and survived injured but alive and pissed off. Â I could just use some words of wisdom or hilarious stupidity right now. Â THANK YOU
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You are most certainly not a nasty **** whore. You are empathetic, sweet, and caring – but everyone has a dark side to compliment the good parts of who they are, and there is nothing more human than that. I dunno whether I can offer any words of wisdom that you haven’t heard before, but I’ll give it a shot if you want me to. I’m having a fucked up night as well.
misery loves company
I hate that movie (Misery). Kathy Bates…now she’s a nasty **** whore (in that movie) but you…not so much. I’m having a shitty day as well, not sure if I can offer any words of wisdom, but I’ll be lurking here anyway.
True dat. That’s why this website exists, isn’t it?
What’s going on tonight? Also, on the topic of hilarious stupidity, I’m usually on that ball like an arctic seal but I’m having a problem finding my groove. I might need to invest in a llama.
Seriously, though – are you okay, jj?
thank you for caring
jj u awright? U helped me so I know u ain’t no nasty **** whore, and I would bet the world on dat.
I bet you aren’t half as bad as your letting on.
I really think what people need on here is friendship instead of loneliness.
http://suicideproject.org/2013/11/complexities/
Thank you – all of you, your responses mean more than you could know.
Hi jj 🙂 Glad to see you pokin’ around today. 😀 How are you doing?
Staying away from the razor blades. About to take a walk even though it’s only 40. Managed to go to a lecture today for Scholars day at university. I’ll stay in touch. Thanks again.
I hope the fresh air helps – if you ever need someone to talk to, I’m happy to listen. I just popped my email into my profile, so it should show up in the comments section – I don’t check it very often, but feel free to email me if you ever feel so inclined.