Trust

I trust a girl with my heart and it’s broken as if nothing, I showed her my true colors and she turned them black and white once again what have I done to deserve this? Guess it’s what I get…I never was meant to live truly, there’s always something dragging me down and she has to make it worse all I want is to be worth something but I’m easily replaced, I can’t do this anymore I always plaster a fake smile hoping people will leave me alone, but she always has to come to me about mistakes I made, she said she can’t say she loves me anymore, I’m not good enough for my family I’m not good enough for her I just want her to either be honest or leave me alone but no, and on top of that I always piss everyone off, I’m better off dead, I hate my life I think it’s time for me to give up and just accept death with open arms it’s time to go my time on this earth is finished I was born to suffer will now I’m ending it to anybody who cared sorry