her name is called Love. She made me  feel normal and warm. Her son was called Hope. Love and Hope are gone. Cold black death made me evil and made me betray them. I am evil, i deserve to die, but death saves me for later. I cant cope. Life is a lie. please death,that made me evil, come kill me quick. (im going to probably kill myself soon). PS. i am not a nice person.
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It’s possible that when you have these thoughts going through your head, like a tape that plays over and over again, you will really begin to believe them. I am sorry you’re going though this.
As you have said in previous posts that you’re bipolar, could you just be going through a depressive state? That can be something you can control medically. But, you will need to get a handle on this first and get yourself seen by a medical professional.
I know its difficult to put one foot in front of the other and get help. Please try to do it though, if not for you, for your family.
Im calling my doc tomorrow. my girlfriend made me promise. i just want to be there for them. i love them. Did you like the poem?
I liked the writing man. and I KNOW you’re a good guy at heart just from reading a couple of your posts bruh. you’re a nice guy with good values. u grew up Christian like me. those values rubbed off on us. keep your head up n heart light n moving forward!