I suppose its time for me to finally start hoping I can die….fear cant dissuade me this time…ive already started…theres no going back now…..If there is a god out there…please don’t let this fail.
If luck isn’t on my side….il return after I get out of the hospital….if not…I hope you all can find peace as well be it through living or dying. Goodbye.
Vita teneat nisi miseriam.
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Nate, sometimes the best way is to push yourself far enough over the edge so it’s assured you can’t return. Good luck on your attempt, and as i’ve said before, I hope a painless release awaits you. You will be dearly missed.
Nate. You’re a good guy.
You deserve so much better than misery.
sorry you’re in so much pain..
Through the process of loneliness can one achieve enlightenment, but for some all they will find is sorrow… Just think about it because it wont just affect you.
i hope you find peace
I will terribly miss you if you succeed. You have helped so many people here.
I hope you find peace. Be free