Helping other people cope with their problems for ages but when it comes to me, they’re never there. I’m a happy person. No I’m not. I don’t know what I am but all I know is that I need help. I can’t go on when I’m this alone. I’ve been strong for too long and now I’m trapped. The happy girl during the day, but crying myself to sleep at night. I just need help… I’m sick of this. I want to go back to being helpful, but when I’m breaking I can’t even stop someone from feeling down? I only want to be happy again and stop feeling so bad about the suicidal person. But it’s hard. And it’s rubbing off onto me.
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If you want someone to talk to who will definitely respond, you can email me. I have no social life so I’ll always respond. You don’t have to bear your burden alone.
sorry for the late answer! It would be much appreciated. Thank you so much, just for being there I guess.
It’s true for me too, always helping if I can, always smiling and happy but that’s just a front, inside I feel lonely and broken, I start to tell people, they say they’ll be there for me but are they, no; no-one wants to deal with us if they aren’t like us, they are happy and just don’t understand what it’s like to be totally broken. Just thought I’d respond, I feel the same.