I found my soulmate the love of my life we’re getting married next spring. But my anxiety depression psycosis and other things make me want to gravitate toward the drugs I promised I’d never take I’ve done half of all the ones I know of weed crank coke etc. I’m thinking about going back to cutting at least that’s what I think is best for me you know? My thoughts about my self have gone to the worst point they’ve been on in a while. My Ed has came back taken control of me I just wanna say fuck it but for my love I cannot
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Don’t do drugs. Cliché, but genuine.
I’d stay far away from the coke and g. They’ll fuck with your dopamine levels to where you won’t have any balance on your emotional state. If anything, I find that only smoking buds when I feel stress building up helps me keep things together.
Bud Dosent really help I mean it’s jut there
Please stay away from the drugs. You’ve found the love of your life. There are some of us who try, but never do find a soul mate or only to find what you think is the love of your life to have that person shred your heart. This may sound cliché, but I hope the love the 2 of you have for each other is your rock that pulls you through. May God give you the extra strength to get through.