I’ve lost just about everything to depression. All my friends hate me because they don’t understand…I used to play the piano and violin and draw and paint and now…I just sit around waiting for nothing. My grades have dropped a lot too. I’m surprised I’m still alive though. I wrote a suicide note, I have the pills it takes, now it’s only a matter of time.
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Please call someone for help instead of taking the pills. I know life is hard but its a roller coaster, ups and downs. I can’t promise perfection but it will get better over time. You will have good and bad days. Know someone loves and cares about you and would be very sad if you were to take your own life.
Right, I’ll even out the comments with an optimistic response. Hell, you probably won’t even read this, but if there’s the slightest chance that this can help you, I’m putting all my effort into it.
I’ll start with the basics; you’re a human being, utterly unique and amazing and beautiful and intelligent in ways different to most if not all people. You have mounds of problems but the fact that you’re still alive is a testament to your strength and capability. You’re skilled; that much is obvious from your post. So, really, all you need is a purpose in life to start living again. Not another reason to die. So go our and find a purpose.