https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OA1Xvgauffc
Let me begin to say that my stomach is in knots. Just the thought of killing myself makes me want to throw up, yet all I think about is killing myself. The fact that I will never be happy and “normal” (if you must use that word) again frightens me. I want to get better so badly and yet I am still the same person who won’t ever do well in life, I am always going to be the person I have always been. A monster, a monster is the best way to put it because I scare everyone and my sadness and feelings I have of being alone make me hide in shame. I grow bigger and bigger from the souls I have hurt and I will never be what everyone wants me to be. I will never be remembered and I will be a lost cause. I am on this path all alone. Tonight is the night.. Some one help me
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its ok soup, im here. kik me