Its like, things were all right and when the best times were yet to come, things went to the worst. Lost my one and only. Everyday waking up hoping that things would at least be better this day, while i end up in my bed crying in the night regretting and wanting a rewind button in my hand to fix things and make it as perfect and beautiful like it was. Now just the though of dying, depression, hopeless…….flows through my mind.
Now, wanting things to get better are only wishes that i can make everyday, when a cold and sad shooting star passes by. My emotions, my mind, my thoughts, my tears, all lost just into thin air. Begging for forgiveness might be pretty easy but forgiving is the toughest part. Mistakes happen and maybe running away might be the best thing. At least, to me running away could be easy. whats gonna happen anyways, I die, people cry, people left sad, then all back to normal. Whats there to lose.
From a very very heart-broken, sad, depressed…..