I tried to commit suicide 3 months ago. I survived. I hated the fact that I couldn’t get it right. Now 3 months later I am more excited about my life and the future than I have ever been before. I booked myself into a mental health institute for 2 weeks after my suicide attempt and I learned more than I can imagine about myself…and more importantly how to cope. My situation has worsened in the past 3 months yet I no longer feel the urge to end it all. I have a strong urge to survive and put my experience to good use.
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i’m kind of jealous, kind of happy. what has changed your mind like this in 3 months?
I been severely depressed all my life. at 31 i take suicide very seriously, hence why I have not committed it yet. It’s easy to mess up. I can’t share your happiness but when I do “do it” its gonna be something that I carefully plan out.