I sit at home alone everyday .. When my sister gets home she bombards me with nasty comments about how I do nothing with my life and I sit on my fat ass all day .. Sometimes she calls me a depressed annoyance and how one day shes gonna slap me.. Maybe I should just kill myself . its not like they are gonna miss me. My mom constantly yells about how the dirty dishes need to be done while I’m thinking about how I should kill mysf tonight . I’m tired all the time… I have no friends. . is it true that it gets better ?? Cause maybe it doesn’t .
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It will. For the longest time, I thought the same way. But it will get better. Maybe not great or perfect, but better.
I can’t say it gets better, because y’know… sometimes it really doesn’t. But I understand what you mean. Seriously, I’m probably just as suicidal as you. Just know that you exist. You are here, and you are alive. You have the power to change things. Maybe that change is just coming on this site and venting a little. Maybe it’s something bigger. Baby steps, man. You sound like you’re probably young, around my age, so nobody is expecting you to go out and turn your life around. Just know that the people here really understand what you’re going through, we’re not just saying it. It’s a safe space you can come to for help, or just to let off a little steam. We’ll miss you if you kill yourself. So please don’t.