I’m the last person you’d think to be on here. I have a lot of friends, a boyfriend, and I’m super involed at school. On the surface I’m everything I want to be, but underneath I’m a mess. I have family issues and issues with peers. I have to keep telling myelf three more years than I’m free, but everytime a glimmer of hope appers it gets covered up by a dark cloud. The worst part is I need help, but I’ve given up on finding it because when I reach out people usually turn the other way. I’m just tired or trying, tired of living in a place where I feel traped.
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i know how you feel and i honestly don’t want to say the most stereotypical line like ‘it will get better, just give it time..” because even i don’t know if that’s even true and i kind of have the same problems as you.. not exactly the same but i know how you feel..more or the less 🙂
I will use the stereotypical line. It does get better. I can promise you that. How do I know?
I was bullied all the way through school. Started in the 6th grade. There wasn’t a day that went by that I didn’t think about killing myself or occasionally someone else. My home life was shit. My siblings and I were abused, manipulated, and taken advantage of.
Today? The only reason I’m on this site is because of the emotional scars that won’t seem to heal. But a lot of the stress was gone when I graduated and moved out of my dad’s house.
If I can do it, anyone can. You’re too young to give up. I know it hurts and it seems like it will never end. But you can do it. Just take it day by day. Hang in there. Just a little while longer.