I have a long weekend coming up since my work is closed Friday. My best friend suddenly isn’t talking to me and the guy I like and have done everything for and spent a ton of money on tells me he’s about to lose everything and be locked up again on the account of being homeless and doesn’t want to see me so fuck everyone for being fake, fuck everyone for not caring about me, fuck everyone my life doesn’t matter to, fuck this world and every last person in it. I’m fucking DONE!
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…I care about you, and ive never even met you. It will get better trust me the worst thing you could do is somthing you cant take back because if it does work then everyone will feel how you feel now and if it doesnt then youve just ruined your life even more. Dont do anything please… I care about you, and ive never even met you.
– Connor
Thanks Connor. I’m pushing 40, a fat, disabled FtM. There’s no hope in earth of a man loving me.
I feel the same. Im a lot younger then you and can hardly walk because of my club feet. Everydays a struggle to get from place to place. And ive just lost the most important girl that has ever somhow found her way into my unstable, miserable life. And im not sure if i will even be alive tomorrow. So all i can say is dont let having noone to hold bring you down because having noone is better then having somone who hates you or who you hate. Trust me ive found this out the hard way.
– Connor