I have had anxiety my entire life and have been depressed for the past few years. I am going to be a senior in high school where I am supposed to start figuring out what I want to do with my life but I’ve never felt so lost. It is summer before my senior year and summers are tough for me because it gives me a lot of free time to think and feel lonely. I am afraid of choosing the wrong college and not being happy. A lot of people see me as a nice person but I don’t think people know how sad I am. I have been going to therapy but I don’t see results which makes me more hopeless. I feel something in my life is missing and I do not know what it is. I recently had a job which I had to quit because of a coworker who was disrespectful to me and I am afraid to look for a new one. I think I have a lot of friends until I am home on a Saturday night while everyone else is at a party without me including my best friend. I also never had a boyfriend and am frustrated and confused as to why it has not happened for me yet and it makes me feel lonely. I am afraid I am missing out of my fun and I always work so hard in school. I want to continue but I am scared of not finding the strength to continue.
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literally same