This is my 1st post in SP. I nvr wanted to b here. But now i am. Coz i started hating my life. How people can easily cheat on us after having a complete relation? How he forget abt the days n nights i hv dedicated to him. Yesss…. I loved him… i loved him too much. Inspite of all the differances, inspite of our family problems. I loved him.
He was elder to me by 11 yrs…. yesss…. n still i loved him…. more than anything else in this world. Went through immense tortures & pains. but still never left him. Carried our child….. but alas lost the baby before i cud feel him or her. Everyday every moment loved him, prayed for him…. wasted me for him.
But he left me. He promised so many things….. n i believed n lived each promises. days passed…. my craziness for him kept on increasing n his ignorance towards me.
And finally she came in between…. he started living those days again with her leaving me behind. Crying n craving for death. withing a fraction of sec he forgot all those laughters n tears n securities n insecurities n pain n comfort n love n friendship…… everything that he spent with me. He just forgot soo easily. How come!!!
Now i hate this life. I know i cant live with him but also cant live without him. i just end up my life so that i can make myself free from everything. i want to fly now…. far there in the sky. Want to set myself free.
DEAR DEATH… COME N TAKE ME IN UR ARMS. I WANT TO SLEEP IN ETERNAL PEACE. PLEASE EMBRACE…
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Some people aren’t nice.You just have to look past that and stay strong.
But how can i forget him? How can i leave him? he is there in every breath.
Maybe a creative outlet? That helps a lot for me and I think it could do the same for you.