how can I freaking die without struggling? That is the question! I been living in hell since my first memories. I been blitzed since 7 am but I know I am sobering up. I wanted to die since I was a child. How can I do it painlessly? Can someone help me please?
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Don’t do it, that’s the answer. You’re 31 and you came this far, are you married or anything?
No. I’m single and live in a basement. Had relationships but they failed miserably
We can’t discuss methods here-but you can go google them.
Don’t give them that idea! Encourage them to lie, not find ways to end their life :/
Hi there,
As someone the same age as you, and as someone who has been wanting to die since the age of 13, I understand your pain.
To get to the point, if you want to kill yourself, you must know that very few methods are painless, and the ones that promise painlessness are extremely risky … if anything goes wrong, you can emerge severely paralyzed or disabled, impaired, or disfigured.
I tried killing myself last year, at the age of 30, with a large caliber handgun. I aimed for my heart, completely missed, and was in the worst pain I have EVER felt ! I screamed so loud, and thoughts of death thought to thoughts of stopping the pain. I ran 30 minutes down a hill to knock on doors to have people call 911.
My point is … suicide is far from painless. You need to know that. Accordingly, make your decision of whether or not it really is for you.
Best wishes,
I suppose you tried to aim at your left chest
Yup, left chest, exactly. Missed the heart completely. Hit the right lung and diaphragm or something.