What’s next?

moving from Ohio alone was something I had to do. I was going through a horrible depression and needed a fresh start. Living in Virginia with no family is hard sometimes but it’s something I feel is right for me At this time. My grandma lived here so I came to visit her in November of last year. It started as just a vist and I’m still here! She’s not though, she moved arcoss the country.. Now I’m with her sister whom I met when I got here. I’m 20, and alone basically. I’ve made a few friends here! Trying to find myself and who I am , has its challenges. Unfortunatly it has its hard times. Being alone makes me over think everything.. I’ve been trying self confidence exercises but nothing seems to work. When I walk by a guy and if they look or stare at me I think they’re just looking cause I’m ugly