I’m the past hour alone I’ve cut myself nine times. I’m only doing this to stop a tenth. Or an eleventh. To stop myself until I go somewhere I can’t come back from. Because no matter how much I want to die, I don’t want to let everyone around me know how much I hate myself, and how much I hate how they all so fucking perfect.
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Hi only you have the power to stop cutting and I understand resentment towards your self and the people around you but don’t give into yourself and don’t let them have that power over you. Your worth more then that don’t doubt yourself just remember the people who you think are perfect are WAYYY !!! More messed up then people like us bcoz we found people to relate to and hopefully help ease our pain they have to keep pretending to be perfect they live a lie
You can stop just believe in yourself it’s hard but you can do it I believe in you you are worth it !
From someone that is imperfect ?
But darling everyone is NOT perfect. No one is perfect. Behind those smiles may lie a murderer or someone more broken than you. Please don’t hurt yourself anymore, it’s never worth it. The pain is only going to last for a little while, everyone goes through it and deals/shows it differently, but it’s not worth ruining your perfect body and canvas. Find a better way to relieve your stresses and hurt. <3 Stay strong and keep fighting. Restrain for as long as you can.
Hey sweetheart… Please stop. Put down the razor. You are no less perfect than they are, I promise. I was a very bad cutter and wound up with over 233 stitches and 49 staples in less than five months… I also haven’t (intentionally, since I’m still clumsy) cut in over 18 months. You CAN do this. You’re amazing. All you need to do is take that first step. Put it down. I found that writing EVERYTHING down helped me an unimaginable amount. Just start writing anything and lose yourself in to, sooner or later your handwriting will become super sloppy and then that’s when the meaningful stuff comes out. The issues. Everything you need out. Blood isn’t the only way to stop the pain. Be brave 🙂 I’m here for you if you ever need to talk!