From the bottom of my heart, I see a man I wanna be but couldn’t be.

You want me to be the best that I could be
When you never showed me the very best that you could be.
From the bottom of my heart,
I see a man I wanna be but couldn’t be.
You are nothing like me.

I know you’re watching me watch you fail.
I can see the look in your eyes, you’re getting pale.
Please lose your blues or know that I don’t give a fuck, I could live without you.
Please lose your blues.

Time and time again I wanted to tell you I love you,
I forgive you, but I can’t hold you.
Oh god what have I done?
The hero I had; I learned he’s just a man all from a selfish plan.

You’ll never know but when I left her I only wanted to flee
From the pain and the struggling.
I didn’t care about your situation or your patience.
I never meant to make it worse for you, I’m sorry.

I know you’re watching me watch you fail.
I can see the look in your eyes, you’re getting pale.
Please lose your blues or know that I don’t give a fuck, I could live without you.
Dear father.