Im officially dead inside. Walked to the bridge and wanted to jump. I walked to the train tracks and thought the same thing. Im suicidal again and that makes it harder to fuckn deal with being depressed i cant wait to kill myself. To be free of all this pain. Now i have to cut so i can chill out enough to sleep.. I hope i never wake up
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I’m sorry for everything you’re going through. <3 I know how you feel. I hope you don't have to die, but you find peace and freedom someday.
Geez i hope so too. Ive been waiting for so long
hi, so i know you dont know me. youve never seen my face, heard my voice, let alone interacted with me on any front. nor have i ever met you, but i was hoping that you could try to stay alive a bit longer with me. im not here to tell you it gets better because i myself dont really feel like anything will ever be okay, but if i know that someone else is fighting too then i think that maybe we’ll both end up being able to be alright someday. im stupid, i know sorry. so, you dont have to do any of this for me of cource, you dont owe me anything but if you ever need support or anything you think i might be able to help you with i have no problem in being here for you.