nearly whole of my life has been shit. Last two years it got even worse now im struggling. Ive tried so many time to leave but it never worked this year should be the one happy new year too all
I feel a little insecure to tell you … just that my native language isn’t english … and related to what hatemy life said : ” Im 29 nearly all of it has been shit ” , i don’t know … you lived 29 years , you are way much stronger than i will ever be in terms of will …
sorry if i offended you … i’m just being paranoid … you seem to be an interesting person , would you like to share your story with me ? i just like to listen to people’s stories … And for hatemy life , i don’t know if you are 29 , 12 or 40 … we are one big bunch of wounded sick f*cks – excuse my language – and , unfortunately , if death did not took us already when we tried to reach her .. we just have to keep living and see what’s ahead …
Everything really i got a back problem and the pain constanly there i had that two years ppl dnt believe me think i lie bout it no medication helps it i was taking alot of thing never helped i constantly stuck in my room smoking weed i take anxiety tablets but every time i drop down it gets worse thats 1 thing ive got even mre thing going on and its just messing up
BL98,
offended me ha ha! never! i’d be glad to share my story with you, but it’s a very long one! basically i’ll start at the end, i’m a singer although i don’t do it for a living any longer, but doesn’t mean i’m washed up! 🙂 i’m a very responsible person and am a professional in the steel industry, although that doesn’t make me happy. i’m waiting to retire so i can go back into entertainment, i have serve nerve damage which give me a host of problems but you’d never know it if you met me. i love people and i am one of them, unfortunately that means i’m a predator to! 🙂 oh my friend i could write a book!
i was right , you are truly an interesting person and if by any chance you will write a book , promise me i will be the first who will have the chance to buy it . And i’m curious , if i may ask , how old are you ? And for hatemy life , seems everyone at some point has back problems … mine goes away with some stretching exercises and unguent ( don’t know if the term is correct ) , what else it’s bothering you ? By the way , you have a nickname or something like this so i can call you that way … hatemy life .. for me sounds so … depressing … sorry …
i’m sorry but it’s hard for me to believe you’re really 59 , but if that it’s really true , you’re awesome ! I mean , most people i know , that are above the age of 50 , they don’t even bother with ” the world of internet ” / social media / and so on ( i know , silly name ) .
well you see i’m 59 but lets say 38 at heart 🙂 however the only way i would want to be 38 again would be with what i know now, ha ha! life is so complicated for so many but it’s really simple to me, but i had to learn that.
meaning of life … for me would be to make as many people as possible to smile , to be happy … even if i’m in pain … i don’t really know how to express myself , but i will tell you this … i’m in love with one girl , she is the only one who has been nice to me , i don’t care that she does not love me back , i don’t care how much she makes me suffer , i still want to make her laugh … i think the same about all the people around me .. i believe we choose our own role in this world …
well first off you have the heart of an entertainer, i love that! far as the girl is concerned if she is meant to love you back that’s great if not oh well, there is a girl out there that will 🙂 love doesn’t come easy! it shouldn’t anyways! you have years to go!
You Can’t Hurry Love
By The Supremes
I need love, love to ease my mind,
I need to find, find someone to call mine,
But mama said you can’t hurry love,
No you just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy,
It’s a game of give and take.
You can’t hurry love,
No, you just have to wait,
You gotta trust, give it time,
No matter how long it takes;
But how many heartaches must I stand
Before I find a love to let me live again.
Right now the only thing that keeps me hanging on,
When I feel my strength, yeah, it’s almost gone,
I remember mama said,
You can’t hurry love,
No you just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy,
It’s a game of give and take.
How long must I wait how much more can I take,
Before loneliness will ’cause my heart, heart to break?
No, I can’t bear to live my life alone.
I grow impatient for a love to call my own,
But when I feel that I, I can’t go on,
These precious words keeps me hanging on,
I remember mama said,
Can’t hurry love,
No you just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy,
it’s a game of give and take.
You can’t hurry love,
No you just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy,
It’s a game of give and take
No matter how long it takes.
No love, love don’t come easy,
But I keep on waiting, anticipating for that
Soft voice to talk to me at night,
For some tender arms to hold me tight.
I keep waiting; I keep on waiting,
But it ain’t easy, it ain’t easy when mama said
You can’t hurry love no,
You just have to wait,
She said trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes.
You can’t hurry love
You just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take.
well … i guess you’re right … but i don’t think it’s ” love ” anymore … it’s more like ” to care about ” , nothing more than that i suppose … i don’t even know for sure … but how about you ?
Well not actually love is a four letter word! kinda like FUCK!!! 🙂
you see there isn’t really a true definition of the word love and it means something different to everyone, love is a complicated word to those that don’t understand that.
including myself although i feel i have come light years from what i thought love was to this time in my life,
To me love is a word like well not to be redundant but just that “like” how much you like something or someone, kinda of a scale 1 to 10, 10 being completely out of your mind! insane 🙂
I’ve come to the conclusion not to expect a 10! a 5 or 6 is pretty good! ” to care about ” is pretty near that! maybe just a little bit stronger 🙂 and it fluctuates like the stock market everyday! 🙂 one day you love spaghetti oh’s the next day you can’t stand them!!! ha ha!
rocketman ,
that comparison of spaghetti and how love works it’s pretty accurate … but when i think about what you said , the scale of how much you like someone , i don’t know , it makes me really sad …
How things are going for you ? i mean in general and things like that …
hatemy life,
you didn’t respond to my message , hope you’re fine …
Hi kid,
Sorry if i made you sad, that wasn’t my intentions, i’m usually very careful of what i say to people, sometimes it’s almost impossible to resist, the scale thing really is how i feel about the meaning of love you could be completely different, hope that makes you feel better 🙂 ha ha! but really knowing the truth helps you deal with reality and instead of going crazy saying to yourself WHY WHY WHY? you know why and learn to accept it, the answers to our questions aren’t always what we really want to hear. remember i asked you what the meaning of life was? the purpose for that was to find out if you really knew, you see i do and if you think my analogy about love stinks , you’d really be disappointed with that answer! i know what your thinking don’t ask! i won’t tell you 🙂 how am i doing? actually very well, I’ve been experimenting with drugs! 🙂 no not “illegal ones!” 🙂 and it’s to early to actually tell but the horrible effects and pain that my back nerve damage creates has lessened by 50% at least, after 20 years of living with it, it’s like i’m in a whole new body! 🙂 i hope it lasts. thanks for asking 🙂
Im glad i get to read rocketmans wisdom… Even if it hurts. But it helps. Oh and i love his inspiration too. I dont think this made sense, but it does to me.. Thanks rocket!
Hey you! THANKS for making me feel like i know anything 🙂 your a good man! and i read i earlier response you made to someone ” I hate existence too!…” either you shape up! and turn the channel to life ain’t so bad or i will spank you in the next story i write! don’t make me do that! 🙂 by the way the story is half written i’m still in search of a few more victims 🙂
I only read episode 1. in Sp and the magic spell. I started getting wasted yesterday early and I couldn’t process words. eventually passed out and slept through the bangs n booms of fireworks. I heard a few. I can’t wait until I wake up some more so I can read more.
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happy new year to you too … even if isn’t looking so happy for some of us …
I dnt knw wat to do im lost
wanna talk about how you feel ? i like to listen to people’s stories , even if i suck at giving advices and stuff … sorry if my english is bad
hatemy life,
what’s my whole life in years? just asking 🙂
Im 29 nearly all of it has been shit
BL98,
English is good! where are you from?
I feel a little insecure to tell you … just that my native language isn’t english … and related to what hatemy life said : ” Im 29 nearly all of it has been shit ” , i don’t know … you lived 29 years , you are way much stronger than i will ever be in terms of will …
hatemy life,
had to ckeck out if you were 12 or something 🙂 your qualify for the whole life comment!
OK i had the reversal going on all great years till then 🙂 and what may i ask has made your life shit?
BL98,
insecure! we are all people from the same maker, it just interests me when someone can talk such good English and not be, bravo!
sorry if i offended you … i’m just being paranoid … you seem to be an interesting person , would you like to share your story with me ? i just like to listen to people’s stories … And for hatemy life , i don’t know if you are 29 , 12 or 40 … we are one big bunch of wounded sick f*cks – excuse my language – and , unfortunately , if death did not took us already when we tried to reach her .. we just have to keep living and see what’s ahead …
Everything really i got a back problem and the pain constanly there i had that two years ppl dnt believe me think i lie bout it no medication helps it i was taking alot of thing never helped i constantly stuck in my room smoking weed i take anxiety tablets but every time i drop down it gets worse thats 1 thing ive got even mre thing going on and its just messing up
Bl98 you do have good english mate you write good
BL98,
offended me ha ha! never! i’d be glad to share my story with you, but it’s a very long one! basically i’ll start at the end, i’m a singer although i don’t do it for a living any longer, but doesn’t mean i’m washed up! 🙂 i’m a very responsible person and am a professional in the steel industry, although that doesn’t make me happy. i’m waiting to retire so i can go back into entertainment, i have serve nerve damage which give me a host of problems but you’d never know it if you met me. i love people and i am one of them, unfortunately that means i’m a predator to! 🙂 oh my friend i could write a book!
i was right , you are truly an interesting person and if by any chance you will write a book , promise me i will be the first who will have the chance to buy it . And i’m curious , if i may ask , how old are you ? And for hatemy life , seems everyone at some point has back problems … mine goes away with some stretching exercises and unguent ( don’t know if the term is correct ) , what else it’s bothering you ? By the way , you have a nickname or something like this so i can call you that way … hatemy life .. for me sounds so … depressing … sorry …
BL98,
how about 59! but i can float like a butterfly and sting like a bee!
i’m sorry but it’s hard for me to believe you’re really 59 , but if that it’s really true , you’re awesome ! I mean , most people i know , that are above the age of 50 , they don’t even bother with ” the world of internet ” / social media / and so on ( i know , silly name ) .
BL98,
well you see i’m 59 but lets say 38 at heart 🙂 however the only way i would want to be 38 again would be with what i know now, ha ha! life is so complicated for so many but it’s really simple to me, but i had to learn that.
complicated … i think life it’s simple .. people are complicated , but that’s what makes them so beautiful …
BL98,
ha ha! i guess were kinda on the same track? and my friend my i ask you what the meaning of life?
meaning of life … for me would be to make as many people as possible to smile , to be happy … even if i’m in pain … i don’t really know how to express myself , but i will tell you this … i’m in love with one girl , she is the only one who has been nice to me , i don’t care that she does not love me back , i don’t care how much she makes me suffer , i still want to make her laugh … i think the same about all the people around me .. i believe we choose our own role in this world …
Another sad year for me. Have a better year.
maybe this one will be … for all of us …
BL98,
well first off you have the heart of an entertainer, i love that! far as the girl is concerned if she is meant to love you back that’s great if not oh well, there is a girl out there that will 🙂 love doesn’t come easy! it shouldn’t anyways! you have years to go!
BL98,
are you love sick? if so i’ll supply you with more inspiration 🙂
well i guess .. and thanks
hatemy life , you’re still here ?
BL98,
Here you go!!!
You Can’t Hurry Love
By The Supremes
I need love, love to ease my mind,
I need to find, find someone to call mine,
But mama said you can’t hurry love,
No you just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy,
It’s a game of give and take.
You can’t hurry love,
No, you just have to wait,
You gotta trust, give it time,
No matter how long it takes;
But how many heartaches must I stand
Before I find a love to let me live again.
Right now the only thing that keeps me hanging on,
When I feel my strength, yeah, it’s almost gone,
I remember mama said,
You can’t hurry love,
No you just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy,
It’s a game of give and take.
How long must I wait how much more can I take,
Before loneliness will ’cause my heart, heart to break?
No, I can’t bear to live my life alone.
I grow impatient for a love to call my own,
But when I feel that I, I can’t go on,
These precious words keeps me hanging on,
I remember mama said,
Can’t hurry love,
No you just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy,
it’s a game of give and take.
You can’t hurry love,
No you just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy,
It’s a game of give and take
No matter how long it takes.
No love, love don’t come easy,
But I keep on waiting, anticipating for that
Soft voice to talk to me at night,
For some tender arms to hold me tight.
I keep waiting; I keep on waiting,
But it ain’t easy, it ain’t easy when mama said
You can’t hurry love no,
You just have to wait,
She said trust, give it time
No matter how long it takes.
You can’t hurry love
You just have to wait,
She said love don’t come easy
It’s a game of give and take.
well … i guess you’re right … but i don’t think it’s ” love ” anymore … it’s more like ” to care about ” , nothing more than that i suppose … i don’t even know for sure … but how about you ?
BL98,
“LOVE!!!! LOVE!!! LOVE!!!” WOOOOO! HOOOO! IT’S MAGICAL!!!! 🙂
Well not actually love is a four letter word! kinda like FUCK!!! 🙂
you see there isn’t really a true definition of the word love and it means something different to everyone, love is a complicated word to those that don’t understand that.
including myself although i feel i have come light years from what i thought love was to this time in my life,
To me love is a word like well not to be redundant but just that “like” how much you like something or someone, kinda of a scale 1 to 10, 10 being completely out of your mind! insane 🙂
I’ve come to the conclusion not to expect a 10! a 5 or 6 is pretty good! ” to care about ” is pretty near that! maybe just a little bit stronger 🙂 and it fluctuates like the stock market everyday! 🙂 one day you love spaghetti oh’s the next day you can’t stand them!!! ha ha!
rocketman ,
that comparison of spaghetti and how love works it’s pretty accurate … but when i think about what you said , the scale of how much you like someone , i don’t know , it makes me really sad …
How things are going for you ? i mean in general and things like that …
hatemy life,
you didn’t respond to my message , hope you’re fine …
Hey BL98 i couldnt think straight yesterday i had a few sleeping tablets u can call me chukie you two are brilliant thank you
BL98,
Hi kid,
Sorry if i made you sad, that wasn’t my intentions, i’m usually very careful of what i say to people, sometimes it’s almost impossible to resist, the scale thing really is how i feel about the meaning of love you could be completely different, hope that makes you feel better 🙂 ha ha! but really knowing the truth helps you deal with reality and instead of going crazy saying to yourself WHY WHY WHY? you know why and learn to accept it, the answers to our questions aren’t always what we really want to hear. remember i asked you what the meaning of life was? the purpose for that was to find out if you really knew, you see i do and if you think my analogy about love stinks , you’d really be disappointed with that answer! i know what your thinking don’t ask! i won’t tell you 🙂 how am i doing? actually very well, I’ve been experimenting with drugs! 🙂 no not “illegal ones!” 🙂 and it’s to early to actually tell but the horrible effects and pain that my back nerve damage creates has lessened by 50% at least, after 20 years of living with it, it’s like i’m in a whole new body! 🙂 i hope it lasts. thanks for asking 🙂
Im glad i get to read rocketmans wisdom… Even if it hurts. But it helps. Oh and i love his inspiration too. I dont think this made sense, but it does to me.. Thanks rocket!
tiredthoughts,
Hey you! THANKS for making me feel like i know anything 🙂 your a good man! and i read i earlier response you made to someone ” I hate existence too!…” either you shape up! and turn the channel to life ain’t so bad or i will spank you in the next story i write! don’t make me do that! 🙂 by the way the story is half written i’m still in search of a few more victims 🙂
I only read episode 1. in Sp and the magic spell. I started getting wasted yesterday early and I couldn’t process words. eventually passed out and slept through the bangs n booms of fireworks. I heard a few. I can’t wait until I wake up some more so I can read more.
tiredthoughts,
There is only episode 1. so far in Sp and the magic spell. i figure tomorrow episode 2 even if it’s just the 4 of us! the show must go on!!!! 🙂
That awesome.. Ok cool