I’m twisting and turning in bed, hardly any sleep. Just thoughts of her constantly flowing in and out of my head, what we could of been, what I should of done – what i shouldn’t of done. I don’t know if anyone here has ever been through this … But I basically replace, she led me into believing we still had a chance, and god I was trying my best, but she planned it so perfectly just to hurt me. After 3 years and a half.. Those memories of us just so meaningless to her , that she can just go and sleep with another man so easily. Then get told to my face that she has already stay round his for a week with no stop fucking and that’s it’s amazing.. Along with everything else that I have suffered in life this was and is the final hit for me, I can no longer get up.
Hopefully by the end of the weekend I will no longer be, thanks to everyone who has spoken with me over this past week or so my heart goes out too all. I wish nothing but a swift end to all suffering and pain that this god forsaken world has to offer.
See you on the other side,
King.
England- London
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Hey King
I keep hoping that you’ll change your mind. I keep hoping that you’ll find the strength to fight through the pain. As empty and meaningless as my words may be. I just keep hoping.
Hope to hear from you after the weekend.