Counting the days till im gone made a post about family and how they play a hand in self harm and suicide. Dont know if this person is a guy or a girl but there right. Im in a simaler situation, but its probably not as bad. They are deffanatly fake and the deffanatly lie. I have done things to make them angry i cant lie about that but they where ready to disown me over something i posted online. Then my mom told everyone to mess with my head that was the worst. The truth is they hated me before any of this happend, they all hated me and i just thougt maby it just how they are, but i knew. They always talk shit about me behind my back and when i come around they pretend like nothings happening. When i confrount them about it they lie and say it never happend, or they find away to say its my fault. My mom said once “You give them a reason to make fun of you”. I got angry and gave up and i retaliated. They get away with it all the time why cant i. Eather way its to late, there so pissed they dont care if i kill myself. I dont want to give up but i have nothing. I want to dissappear, i can at least come up with some excuses as to why i cant see anyone. Then they wont have to deal with me and i dint have to feel as baad as i do. Right now im jist stuck, aand i have vary little hope but it still there. I just want it to all go away.
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I know how you feel. I feel the same exact way. And I’m a guy btw. My family has gone over the norms. In short , I’ve been stabbed twice , almost poisoned two times and a lot more. I push my friends who really care far away. But to be honest , they’re the reason I’m still alive.
Thats good thank you for the post
At times writing or expressing yourself helps
Yeah it really helps a lot even if its just for a little while, i still feel like i dont have to cut as much.
I say this a lot, and I will say it again. Parents are responsible for the love and care of their own children, I would say all children, but the minimum is their own children. Adopted, step or natural born, it makes no difference. They are tasked with loving them and guiding them in a non judgmental way that includes but is not limited to condition free love. It makes me furious when I read posts like this. I was raised by a mentally ill narcissist. I guess if I had to slap a label on her it would be narcissistic personality disorder. During my teen years she was relentless in pulling the rug out from under me. Don’t stay, walk away. It is the only way to save yourself. They will never change, I know my mother is still as sick as ever I just have 1200 miles between us now and chose how to interact with her.
Don’t give up. They win if you give up. Don’t let them win. You are worthy of love that is genuine. Keep posting here and read other’s stories. I should go post my story sometime, it is much the same as others here and it would give a lot of our younger people hope that they too can find some measure of happiness from a family that is made not born into. Thank you for sharing this. I look forward to more posts from you.