They can have me? You dont even want me. Nobody does. I dont have shit. I never will have shit. I cant have a baby. I cant get nobody to actually give af about me. Im so fucking tired. I hate myself. I think i wanna start planning. I wanna do it right this time. No more waking up in the hostpital. I need this to work. I dont want to live anymore. Like im really thinking about putting myself in a situation where i can get killed. Someone could volunteer. I just need away out. Im tired of the pain.
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I too am tired of the pain, suffering, and living, that I both created and choose to blame others for.. I want to offer advice or I can just listen.i certainly don’t want to volunteer for your plan. But maybe I could help you want to volunteer to help others in need on SP or maybe others in need not on SP. I feel as though I can relate with your pain, Besides sp. I have no one i can call a friend accept ppl from sp. I have an email if you dont want to blast in detail. But talking about it, all of it, reallt does help
I read a few of your posts before and tried to make a decent comment and I want to help as well as I believe everone on here does. But I was going through mine own. Probably still am and will be. That is something I will struggle with, but I want to help, if you want too? I have an email i can give of you want. (Lmk).. Others on here when I was at my wits end helped me help myself alittle by listening and talking with.