So tonight I was bored and everyone on a forums I hang out on was logged of so I went down to our living room and sat with my parents; that was the mistake.
The result was my Dad being sexist and complaining and dissing people constantly, both parent complaining and looking down on me and my brother. They both started lecturing us and they never say anything good about anyone. My head ended up getting messed up and I started to panic so I left, trying to act casual. I felt so stuffed after that I ended up cutting myself and even more than usual, so happy I did, it made me feel a lot better after that.
Anyways, I should probably stay away from making that mistake of sitting in the living room with my parents. Now I’m extremely depressed and my heads going crazy -_-
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I am so sorry you’re parents make you feel that way. I always still to this day get lectured on getting a good job first before I even try to date or be self sufficient or want anything nice in this world. I know my parents mean well. Try to guide me into making good decisions for myself. But I am sorry.
Oh wow, sorry to hear about how you’re treated. What always got me was although parents can mean well (in some cases at least) with advice, they ignore the fact their info is usually from when they were a teen and the ~30 year difference in time is irrelevant…
Sorry you depend on cutting. I also look for fisical pain when my mind hurts, but it gets worst and won’t lead you to anything good. Just keep telling yourself you want to do things right, no matter how many times you have to. Pain leads to pain. Treat yourself nicely and little by little you’ll find the patience to heal some of your wounds. It’s a long way, but the reward is some peace of mind, and you know that is gold.