final

Ive thought it over time and time again but can never figure out the words to put out on paper.  I just think it’s time I move on and just pray that God will forgive me when  I see him. And today is the day. I cant live with this chaos within. I cant hold on for more hope. Their eyes all say the same thing. I will give them the realease of the burden Ive become. These pills make my heart thump hard and I can feel it becoming harder to breathe. Im trying to be brave and believe that this time they work. I am sorry to everyone, its not your fault. Its time to let me feet fade from beneath as the oxygen leaves my lungs. My brain is just broken