But I truly find this video comforting… it’s been a while since it was something I often had the pleasure of hearing in the background. I still feel these feels, and I think this particular grouping of songs just grabs at me … pain/love/fear/anger/sadness (the awful clenching sadness); worry…. Worry worry worry.
hardcore confusion.
DOUBT
beauty.
understanding?
excuse me while I fly away by the seat of my pants.
I don’t know if I’m enough.
I don’t know what I deserve, but I think most people around me deserve better. I am hurting, and I think most people are in some way
sometimes it’s all too real
you know?
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https://youtu.be/oN5az3OvmS4
Zee video
I only listen to classical music. When music doesn’t have lyrics, everything about your interpretation of it is completely unique to you.
I’ve gotten into a sort of sullen folk music mood lately, that and polka. It takes a suicidal middle aged man to appreciate that combination, I feel like.