A failed duty

Ever heard of situations where vilains try to get rid of someone because the person they want the most attention from isn’t giving it to them but to the another. It makes them so furious because they only make time with that person and only want to talk to that person that they don’t care if they exist because that person is present.
It’s very sad to say I feel their rage.
Of course I don’t want to hurt anybody but I can’t promise I haven’t thought about it.
She gave birth to me
So why does she give a stranger more attention than she gives her own children?
Why is she only proud of strangers than her own children?
Why does she give strangers advice and motivation but not her own children?
Why is she happy for strangers but not her own children?
Why does she care about strangers but not her own children?
Why does she worry about strangers but not her own children?
I’ll keep asking the question; Why? Why? And Why?
Isn’t a mother’s love and support supposed to keep you going?
It feels like I’m in a black hole
There is no escape from a black hole
How dare she?