Mom why you took everything from Me

Never think ill go back to this site
I dont know what to do anymore
I just getting better until my parents said we cant have a dog in the house anymore

My dog is the only reason i started to feel like my day isnt going so bad
My dog is my friends my boyfriend my son my everything
The only reason i wake up and start to do my activity
He always waking me up with his cute voice and small lick
He knows when my day going badly and sit beside me watching me crying
He comes to me for snack cuddle or play time
He always smile so brightly no matter what happened
And strangely that gives me strength to keep breathing and walking
The pain and bad thinking in my head started fading slowly
And im waiting for the next morning to see another day with him
I love him so much more than anyone more than myself
And i started to see again the good side of me with you
I talk to him when i feel sad or happy

In this lonely house
No one talk to me no one want to hear me out
They demand more and more from me
And they took everything from me
My hobby my lover and now my dog
What is left for from me?

Im so lonely
Im afraid thebdepression come back again
There is no hope here

Everyone look
I think im getting better
I think everything going to be better
So i try to hold myself
But look
Im here again
So whats the purpose of living
The happiness linger for a moment
The pain stay in my mind forever

I should just die right?
I am a burden